Emir is blatentley ignoring me. I didnt get to talk to him all weekend. He didnt talk to me at the party and then he went to town. He txt me hours later asking if I was coming to town. Im not really sure what his reasons were for txting me that.
The next day i contemplated txting back. i wasnt going to but i figured that I should so I did. And then he didnt txt back. The next day i txt him coz its his birthday and he txt back saying thanks. Now i realised iv fucked up somehow! So i txt him sayn "I think ive done something wrong. Are you annouyed at me. I didnt get a reply. So now i have been thinking about him non stop for the past few days!!!!!!!!! He was on facebook so i thaught for ages whether to say anything or not. Then I said "are you still ignoring me" and i got no reply. FUCK!
I dont think I will be hearing from him again anytime soon. im contemplating deleting him on facebook and his number. i know it sounds fukn lame and corny but I will not be able to stop thinking about him if there are reminders. Im so gutted ive lost his friendship.... AGAIN! But I think im at the stage that its like if hes going to blatently ignore me then we cant be friends.
I wish he had a blog or something. i doubt I would come often but I do wonder why he does some of the things he does. I can find no possible reason in my head for why he would be ignoring me. I have noidea! I wonder if he knows that I have noidea? Maybe its just me being naieve as usual but im clueless!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish he would talk to me about stuff. I have been trying to force him to come visit me because i want to talk to him. I want to know what hes thinking about but he always just says he cant. Why cant he? I ask but he just says hes to scared. Its his excuse for everything he doesnt want to do. its so anouying but I laugh everytime he says it. why doesnt he just be honest?
Ah! Ohwell! onto bigger and better things I guess.
