I am feeling very useless right now. I don't think I am good enough for anyone. I am not exceptionally smart, not really good at anything, a bit emotionally unstable, and not consistently pretty. I have more flaws than strengths. I am a good friend and a good listener I think and that's all I can think of. I have said I love you to only one person and meant it. I am still in love with that person but I can never have him back. I have a hard time controlling my emotions and I jump to conclusions. I know very little about sports. I am not religious, and sometimes I'm not a good person. I just don't feel worth it....
Then again I think Marilyn summed it up totally in this:
'I am selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best'
What to do, what to do....
Then again I think Marilyn summed it up totally in this:
'I am selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best'
What to do, what to do....
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All I can say is find how to improve.
For me, that means hitting the gym, getting in shape, getting bigger (I hate being this skinny)... clean up the homestead/make it neat... and work towards a better job.
Who knows if it'll happen, but hey a plan is half the battle right?
and by the way, you are great in some ways. just be honest with yourself about what you're really good at...sometimes it will surprise you...
have good days.