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Friday Apr 23, 2004

Apr 23, 2004
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Today was a great day in the world of "Jessie grows up" ... My paycheck was to small to cover the rent and I stoped talking to my last girlfriend ... do any of you remember the moment when you first grew up ?

For me it was when my friend and brother of 10 years died in a car fire .. it's been down hill from there.

Life is a very tragic and beautiful.
Despite the shit ... I'm glad I'm here.

Miss Fory Five
sgmonotony:
you can rid of one of those pictures in your preferences
on the right side bottom , click my name to delete it that has happened before
if it gets rid of both i ll send my request again
dont send one to me next time
Apr 25, 2004
sgmonotony:
I thought i would reference your journal and then shut the machine down.
Your comment life is tragic and beautiful i think is very prescient.
I used to wonder why things went wrong in my life, I expected things to go well and was always disappointed when they didnt.
I have since realized that thinks generally dont go so well, so when i have a minor joy , I dwell on it , not the things that have gone wrong. A small joy like our interaction tonight Im realizing is the essential essence of life.
I dwell on those small joys now, and the tragic seems less tragic. I offer this for consideration as you continue your journey

(prescient adj : perceiving the significance of events before they occur)


[Edited on Apr 25, 2004 10:33PM]
Apr 25, 2004

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