missfortyfive

Hey,
i'm back too!

It sounds like you are cut out for show buziness!
go for it.
It's a great way out of the "normal life" that people like us despise!

i hope it's going well...keep us posted, sweet-love.

Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired signifies in the final sense, a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed. This world in arms is not spending money alone. It is spending the sweat of its laborers, the genius of its scientists, the hopes of its children. This is not a way of life at all in any true sense. Under the clouds of war, it is humanity hanging on a cross of iron.
--Dwight Eisenhower 1953 speech
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r u talkin about the sky view drivein?

ok, time for a mocha, hope nobody steals this computer while I go pay for said mocha. (hint)

sorry, just kidding. do let me know where I can see the films you're making .
see Open Water


Suspect Zero

wow! i was looking at your pics and you are oh my god drop dead gorgous

damn those small dogs....
bests to you

You ever on the chat or tire of it?

well that doesnt sound like a whole lotta fun.....what kinda doggie?
bests to you

Many apologies for being so out of it last night. I will make it up to you.

hey, I've tried! Suicide minds unite!
( and take over)

kind of like that Smiths song...and I don't... realy know where I'm going with this...so I'll jus///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

what's the word? any news?

yes, I wish I could just download Patrick V3.5.5
In reality it's a slow process.

Good - cuz I tried you several times the last few days.

That's my pup... at least for the next 2-3 months.

Of course, it's one thing to intellectually understand this emotional/idealizational kind of thing. It doesn't necessarily change the way you feel. But perhaps it can keep you from making a poor decision or two. I used to feel very much like you describe about the woman I mentioned, and I just couldn't process it, no matter how much thinking I did. It seriously screwed up my love life for many years. I was so stuck on this particular fantasy I had made up that looked like this person, that I couldn't take real women for what they were. It only got better in a visceral way once I started working myself ragged in the sculpture studio and writing the stories. Then, somehow, it really sunk in that what I was all swoony, aching and nostalgic about all along was really just a personified part of me. More or less a self-obsession. Good for art, but not good for relating to other people.

from one annoyed st louisian who is depressed and bored of the weather could i humbly ask for a butt shot ..... i love your body<espeically the eyes> LESIGH pretty please?? ill trade ya one