missduke

If this blog seems a little confussed im sorry but thats the way my heads feeling just now . . . .

Im one of the worlds biggest commitment phobes, past experiences have just made me that way, and its gonna take a hell of a lot to change me. Someone managed it a bit, but we were both to stupid and to scared to realise what we were doing and what was happening and we killed it.

Now im stuck in the worst position in the world, seeing someone new but loving someone else

Oh and i changed my hair colour cause i was fed up being the blonde long legged thing that the guy im seeing dressed up and took out to make himself look good. I needed to self assure myself about something, so i now have kind of pink/ purple hair and it aint half bad.

Ok i feel like im rambling now and i have hundreds of things to say but dont know how so im gonna swallow my pride and pack up my fear and take myself out!

Watching every motion
In my foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean
Finally lovers know no shame

Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say

Take my breath away

Watching I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To became the fated ones

Through the hourglass I saw you
In time you slipped away,
When the mirror crashed I called you
And turned to hear you say
If only for today
I am unafraid

Take My Breath Away

Watching every motion
In this foolish lover's game
Haunted by the notion
Somewhere there's a love in flames
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say