missduke

I have dreadlocks again!!!! Dunno how long they will last in this heat tho . . .

All i will say is watch the first minute and a half and see if you can pick me out . . .



And yes I did make the whole bloody float as well! Its called swan loch . . . . Happy Lanimers!

To fill you all in a little bit, on saturday morning as i got out the car going into the crematorium for funeral number 4 in three months, i accidentally shut my finger in the car door. Its my index finger on my left hand which now has a very deep U shaped cut in the pad. And trust me its hurts like buggery. Currently...
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car doors and fingers do not mix well

I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally I have a job, im gonna be working in a residential home working with children who have been badly abused ad dumped by their parents, so its not going to be easy but doing art projects, helping with homework, building tree houses should all be fun.

here are some odd facts about me,

1. I cannot bear having the plams of my hands touched, it makes me physically shake and my blood turn cold. So much so that I can't even rub my own hands together to keep them warm.

2. I have broken my nose three times and displaced it once. First broken when falling head first out of the...
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2009 is quite possibly the worst year ever so far . . .

so im gonna be teaching burlesque classes quite soon and running a new burlesque club night locally.

Im very excited about this and cant wait to get my own act sorted for our club opening night.

But I had a thought the other day should I keep my current burlesque name which is Suzy De Ville or change it to Cassie Nova.

Unfortunatly Cassie Nova...
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so im thinking about dying my hair black . . . .

Woohoo, my band came fifth out of eight at the Scottish Amateur Flute Band Assosciation, Scottish Open Championship competition yesterday.

You may not think that this sounds great, but we were last at the contest in november so this is quite a step up. Im happy with the way I played just gotta get a wee bit more confidence and im good.

In other news...
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Ok emo moment coming up, just to warn you. Ten points if you can name the song!

This sums up things right now kind of:

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem...
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wow its been one hell of a long week, which i will fill you in on later when i have the time to even write about it!

Im starting a burlesque class on the 18th of June which will end in a new burlesque night in one of my local clubs on the 14th August. Very excited!