I don't think i have ever cried so much in my entire life like I did last night.
But don't worry... It's just a very drammatic moment that my mind is going through by itself. I was just having this "memories time" and thinking about the future. A future that seems will never come or i will never reach.
It's like all my dreams are actually impossible to get. I feel i'm stuck in this situation forever and somtimes I feel I can't take it anymore I have to do something about it, and at the same time I think I cannot handle the part of not having my dream coming true and then I think I can do whatever it takes and then I don't think like that anymore.
You can see by the way I am posting all this that i am really confused. I can tell that too.
And can't think straight. I can't think at all.
But I will be fine.
But don't worry... It's just a very drammatic moment that my mind is going through by itself. I was just having this "memories time" and thinking about the future. A future that seems will never come or i will never reach.
It's like all my dreams are actually impossible to get. I feel i'm stuck in this situation forever and somtimes I feel I can't take it anymore I have to do something about it, and at the same time I think I cannot handle the part of not having my dream coming true and then I think I can do whatever it takes and then I don't think like that anymore.
You can see by the way I am posting all this that i am really confused. I can tell that too.
And can't think straight. I can't think at all.
But I will be fine.
keep your chin up
It's just my point of view, but you're at the same time the tool, the creator of this tool, and the user of it.
Just try to model yourself, and by the way your life. Sure it's certainly not easy, but at least you have nothing to lose trying.
Hope i have the right words!