missbernie

sucks i missed bento last night

i got a few picture messages from patch and micah which helped me to live vicariously...

i worked on my resume a bit. it's turning out nicely. next will be the daunting task of typing a bijillion cover letters. molly is applying for a managers position in beechwood. if she gets it i can always be her assistant. but, seriously, i need more money than that. it's a pay raise but only by about 200$ a month.

for those of you who know me well, you know how neuotic i can be at times... thank you for putting up with me when i'm feeling insecure. unfortunately, i've been hurt enough times to assume that it will happen again. i'm a very emotionally charged person, i wear my heart on my sleeve and i put great trust into people despite reputations or past experiences. however, there's those times where all my strength seems to leak out and all i'm left with is this sickening fear of being hurt. i guess i feel that way today.