Sunday Dec 19, 2004

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i can't believe christmas is next week!
i'm not ready!

*sigh*
but overtime at work is nice. i love the money.

this weather sucks. i'm not thrilled about this snow. the mall was dead tonight. i couldn't help thinking i could be doing something else...like NOT WORKING!

patch and i had the most fun night. we get along better and better every time we hang out! the poor guy has no chance against me in darts though! i'll keep him around anyway...ha!

i miss my family. i haven't seen them in ages. i'm always around when they are asleep. i will see them this week though. i must xmas shop this week soon. i will be buying like a case of wine for gifts and stuff. (and me)
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ghettoblaster:
"yeah you fucker. um...i mean. ok"


Look its not like I'm trying to make him mad, hes a guy I'm sure he understands. Besideds you don't need to defend him.

Please, if you ever loved me don't feel the way I think you are. I've asked you this before, how would you feel in my shoes. I really love you, and I'm leaving. Would you have the strength to walk away? Forget how hard it is for me to leave because of the situation (meaning I really can't just go, no where to go, no time to get my things in order, no money for a new place, the lease, the dog, the holidays). Forget that you're in love with him, and ask yourself that.

Don't hate me on top of this.

You are the undeniable love of my adult life. Its not like I'm just breaking up. You would have been my wife and the mother of my children. I know that now, because of Jon you know that would have been a mistake. But I still feel that way.

All my best, xoxo



[Edited on Dec 21, 2004 3:26PM]
micah:
Missbernie has nice tits.

*honk!*

*HUMP!*

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