miss_xandra

Unfortunatly, our router has been going out...and it decides to drop the connection to the laptops first...so it's a game to pick when it's time to go on the internet. Dad thinks it's a waste of money to fix it unless it goes out completely so his computer is the only one with a constant internet connection but he is so touchy about his computer that I am not allowed on. I think he's kind of happy though because my mother has found a new joy in facebook games and constantly talks about them. She's killed our bandwidith limit a few times when playing so Dad installed a meter on to her computer so she knows when it's time to stop. He hasn't done it on mine though so...I never know when to stop playing flash games [lately I enjoy time management games even though I hated them in the past] I think he's was happy for awhile when her internet didn't work because then she couldn't play the games but then she'd complain so now he allows her to go onto his computer and play them for awhile... ~sigh~
Awhile few months ago I found out I had a half brother, from my Dad... he had dated a girl strickly for college when after they broke up he found out she was pregnant, for years my mother and him fought for custody of the child but couldn't get it because the mother would never show up to court, and kept moving around, the last time he saw him was when he was three.
I wasn't allowed to tell my Dad I knew but I was able to contact my half brother on facebook and eventually my mother told my dad that I knew, and since my Dad was so scared of rejection from his son he wouldn't talk to him. I ended up getting his number for my Dad though I'm not sure if he's called it yet. I know he wants to talk to him badly though.

I didn't get the job at the perfume shop but I did have an interview last friday at Jr. clothing store and the call back should come tomorrow. Fashion is more my thing anyway so I'm really excited.

Lately we are trying to refinance the house so we've been doing extreme cleaning, Dad moved my bed and I was able to clean out the void of no return [the area by the side of my bed and the wall, and underneath the headboard and the head of my bed] I found so many things that I had lost. It was nice. We also bought crickets for my lizards...it's been a week and my lizards haven't finished them off and since they are fully grown crickets...they chirp non-stop, so now my lizards are in the third bedroom because I can't stand that sound...though last night I heard chirping comming from the foot of my bed and I fear some of the crickets may have escaped and some how made it into my room.....though I couldn't find the source of where the sound was comming from except that when I closed my vent the sound stopped, started up for a second then stopped again for the rest of the night....the sound could also have been coming from underneath my dresser though....>_< I'm terrified of insects and spiders so...I'm a little anxious as to knowing where the sound came from and what it actually was.

Currently I'm working on designing my first tattoo, I plan to have all but one of them [a cat with a luck symbol on it's stomach...even that I can modify to be my own though] either designed by me, or by someone else so that everything is original.

Today I am going into town with a friend of mine named Antonia. Just to show her what the town is like and all it's charming features. I wouldn't live here again....but it's a nice place to visit. We are taking my car so I'm driving!...The only issue with my car is it takes a couple tries to turn it off. Like the ignition gets stuck or something, Dad thinks it has something to do with the brakes...and I'm trying to get him to fix it before I run the very strong risk of embarrasing myself during the driving exam on the 24th.

I'm very anxious to get out of the house. Being stuck here is brutal....though Wii fit does take up a good chunk of time, I'm planning to buy the expansion pack [?] when I get the money to do so.... before that I ended up rolling balls of yarn for... hours.. [my boyfriend gave me a box of yarn....] I got to untangle a big ass bundle which I actually found entertaining...because I really like to untangle things 0_0. I've also been working on my figure drawing. I got a book at barns-n-noble for figure drawing and fashion design. I've always wanted to 'perfect' my figure drawing so it was like a two-in-one pack. Very nice.

My two weeks of no TV is up and I'm back to random shows and movies...mostly movies now...
Since I big into horror films I've been recording a some of them [mostly of the Chiller network] and I'm in the middle of watching The Devils Curse [it's taking me a couple days] and I just finished watching Hitchhiker....which was okay.....Stepfather [the new one], which was also okay..and Orphan. I really enjoyed Orphan. The actress that played Esther was phenomenal, and I'm excited to see what else she is in, and the twist was something brand new [I've heard of it before but never seen it in movies] plus the girl that played the little sister Max is to die for adorable <3.
Yesterday I watched a movie on lifetime network called Human Trafficking. It went from 3pm-7pm..and I only missed the first half hour. It was sad but decent movie and I ended up doing a little bit more research on the whole human trafficking thing though and the results were astounding. Makes me feel more grateful for the life I've lived.