miss_magenta

all i have to say is that prom better be amazing because i am going through a lot of shit to be there. UGH. there are so many people going to be there that i want to meet and see again (even though i am socially stupid and get really shy) i know i will have fun. my date is really looking forward to going as well. yay!


so i don't have to work anymore... and i will be there.




give yourself a hug for me.



********FRUSTRATION********
i need to stop trying i think. i am really fucking sick of people who become my friend and constantly praise me. you know it makes me uncomfortable but you still do it. why? just so you can be a dick and fucking leave? i try to be understanding. i can't stand fake motherfuckers who lie though. i have no room for you in my life. they always get past my guard though. always. i have a low self-esteem. always have. it is getting better, but it is still bad. when i tell you i am a piece os shit, don't argue. when i tell you to stop whatever you are saying because i don't think it is true, please believe me. there can be no other explanation. i must be a fucked up horrible bitch, that is why they leave. please... no one get close to me. you will leave to.



hugs would be really good right now. sorry.