miss_m

holly fuck!
it's been a while...
got a little annoyed with life in genaral and then... BAM!
changes!!
part of the post b'day revolution of some sort of shit!
vacation.
brazil.
new job.
old friends.

ooooooooh the poor old heart!!!
1 to 178969 in 5 seconds.
so much shit happening!!
afs!

now, back on track.
back.
the whole me.

this 2/3 months out and I realized at the end:
i'm a cold heartless bitch.
who's fault is that??
mine.
all mine.

sometimes in life you get to a point that feelings are a waste of time...
i do love. i do feel.
don't get me wrong!
but now is just like:
"oh! my heart is bleeding again? here... a purple band-aid! yupiii"