So, I've been gone for a while - WHAT ELSE IS NEW?! Pfft. Either way, I'm back. I've been having trouble lately managing my life so currently I'm working on getting my shit together. I went to Vegas for a while and the party hasn't stopped since I've gotten back.. on the 4th of this month. ha. So today marks...
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Goodness! Staying anonymous yet personable is seeming to become more difficult than I had expected when I want to share so much with you all and get to know you! To say the least I've made an Instagram @Thebecomingiris and am going to try to be creative until I feel confident in revealing my identity ;). Don't lose hope, kittens, you'll know soon...
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Tonight is the "Sunday" of my work weekend and I decided I'd spend it reminiscing on seeing H.I.M. at the House of Blues and drinking wine. That was a bucket list moment right there and I am so fortunate to have experienced it.... and yesterday I heard that their drummed resigned after 14 years of drumming with them... I can't believe...
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miss_iris:
Too bad the concert was before I upgraded to a Samsung ;P

Today was an interesting day. I drank beer, smoked, and watched walking dead with my best friend.

I REALLY can't complain.

Thank goodness for days off.

lucky number 12.

xx


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kalchaamer:
*hehe* well done
miss_iris:
Thank you ;) xx

Today I'm feeling hopeful. Toward myself and my future. I had a great dream last night of me achieving my goals, so that was a thrilling feeling after all the crap I've been feeling lately. I saw my boyfriend-ex-thing last night.... we're not together but not trying to be broken up either if that makes sense... except we weren't really talking...
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maineymoe:
You said it best when you said "It's all up to me".  Do what YOU need for YOURself and anybody else's opinion should not be required.  Be honest and positive and it will only turn ugly if someone else makes it that.  Good luck!  
miss_iris:
Thanks a bunch guys,  I trusted my gut and ended things the next day before I read these responses and I am in the hard spot right now but I'm hopeful things will get better. Life is tough like that sometimes but like I said,  I'm hopeful.  Muck love to you all.  <3
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Basically self titled.
Really trying to decide what I want out of life.. Does it really matter that my boyfriend has a daughter...? Will that really change the things I want in life? Or would it make me more humble? Thoughts.... xx

glas:
I understand the struggle!
miss_iris:
Wishing you the best, love <3 xx
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Again life seems to be testing my dedication and desires. I've been trying to cut back on drinking since I was drinking to get drunk nearly everyday for a good two months. *sigh* Not good. I went a week without having a drink and decided to have one cocktail before I went to The House of Blues to see H.I.M. play. Since...
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Of course it has, it always is a long time before I pick things back up. I definitely missed SG though. Maybe saying a temporary goodbye was the last thing that I needed but I just didn't have the time for blogging. Either way I'm glad to be back and hope to be posting more often. It's been almost a year since...
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What do you do when you realize that you've been lying to yourself? Really?

I feel like I've just been putting on some sort of facade for myself, except I don't even believe it... yet I still continue to do it. I don't get it. I wish I wasn't feeling so depressed these days. It seems like no matter what...
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facingforesight:
@miss_iris I'm having the same problem, I've been this way since Xmas and I can't gather myself back together to what I was before. I hope happiness finds you and everything changes 
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Argh! I still haven't crawled out of this funk, but I'm hoping with the new year right around the corner it will bring me the inspiration I need to get back on track.

Aside from that, I've been absolutely loving SG as a member. I don't have computer access all the time so I've been trying to get the mobile...
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miss_iris:
Thanks! xx
shelbs22:
I think you will love it here...I came here for similar reasons-to find my sexual self, to view beauty, and for motivation for my own modeling. Hope you get what you want here....take your time..you'l get an internet connection soon I hope. Just have fun!!  Take care
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Ugh! I've been so disappointed in myself the last couple of days! Just feeling rather down. Hoping I can get in a little better of spirits soon. Maybe I'll go smoke a bowl and play some GTA V online and then go grocery shopping....

chase37:
Hope you feel better pretty lady :)