sorry guys and thanks... sorry for just disappearing
and thanks for giving a shit, I guess.
Even though, it is an artificial world...
This happened to me once before when I reached
my peak here, so to say... then I came back under
my real name and that sort felt new and different,
as if I shad my old skin or something and my
entries became more real and honest. Lately I felt
like there is nothing else I could say... plus some
shit went on in my personal life that sort of
contributed to that feeling. I need to regroup and
rethink certain things. I'm around, reading...
It's just when I leave a comment in your journal
I want it to mean something, otherwise there is
no point to this whole thing...
and thanks for giving a shit, I guess.
Even though, it is an artificial world...
This happened to me once before when I reached
my peak here, so to say... then I came back under
my real name and that sort felt new and different,
as if I shad my old skin or something and my
entries became more real and honest. Lately I felt
like there is nothing else I could say... plus some
shit went on in my personal life that sort of
contributed to that feeling. I need to regroup and
rethink certain things. I'm around, reading...
It's just when I leave a comment in your journal
I want it to mean something, otherwise there is
no point to this whole thing...
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i have.. been interesting. i went to the doctor. and he said i have to make some changes in my life if i want to live. so i have to stop drinking. and doing a bunch of other stuff. and im bummed. because those are my favorite things. but then i wonder.. do i want to live like that.