miserabelle

I keep having really weird dreams - and I never dream. They're not even interesting dreams, yesterday morning I dreamt I was on the phone to my friend Sam, this morning I had a dream (more than a little influenced by Alias watching, I think) where I was on some kind of mission and I had to wear a disguise which included false eyelashes... pretty much the only thing I remember about it was saying "You are joking, you know how bad I am at putting those on, don't you?" and promptly being told to put up and shut up.

I am seriously terrible at false eyelashes, the glue gets everywhere and really I can't get them to stick down effectively at the corners. I think piling on the eyeliner to hide my mistakes is pretty much all I can do to avoid mocking laughter from strangers.





I'm pretty depressed at the moment I think, I'm obviously not settled and I know what's wrong... there's just nothing I can do about it. I've never felt so isolated from my boyfriend - I share everything with him and now...... it's just all gone a bit skewiff.

xxxx x