got a supa rockin new house...ok so i have to share it with a bunch of people, but i am so in love with it i don't care! it's got a pool and hot tub...hmm...maybe i should start throwing an annual SG party or somethin--oh yeah--plus!! it has an awesome wall in it that would be so cool to shoot photos against!...my mind is always going, looking towards my next project. Last night i found myself locked in my head wondering what is the frieking point of existing...like we do all this stuff to achieve different things, to get different things, to feel things, but to what end?? That's what i was thinking last night.
Then i woke up this morning in a bright new mood, thinking, why? ---for the hell of it, that's why---and so decided not to waste time, live hard and fast, and have a fuckin good time doing it.
like i look back on things i've done in the past, and realize how tame i have gotten in the past few months...like this one time my girlfriend and i rented a house in Colorado Springs, met some guys flying a sign at Wal mart, brought them home, and then decided to leave our newly rented house and drive to Utah for a big old festival....then it was too cold in Utah, we pulled out our map, tried to think of where would be warm, and said hey, how about California? It's warm there! so we drove to Cali, hit the beach, spent our last penny on a gallon of Jack Daniel's and got wasted on the Boardwalk in San Diego...met a rockin surfer from Israel, chilled with him for a bit, then slept in our car and woke up to a beautiful CA sunrise....then since we had no money, my GF and I headed down to the beach with a tube full of Henna and did some Henna Tattoos on people for tiny bits of money, made enough to grab a bit more alcohol and a little food.....and that was a calm week in my life.....now what am i doing? sitting in a house, about to pack and move, typing a journal entry on a site i spend money on monthly...so fucking weird......
Then i woke up this morning in a bright new mood, thinking, why? ---for the hell of it, that's why---and so decided not to waste time, live hard and fast, and have a fuckin good time doing it.
like i look back on things i've done in the past, and realize how tame i have gotten in the past few months...like this one time my girlfriend and i rented a house in Colorado Springs, met some guys flying a sign at Wal mart, brought them home, and then decided to leave our newly rented house and drive to Utah for a big old festival....then it was too cold in Utah, we pulled out our map, tried to think of where would be warm, and said hey, how about California? It's warm there! so we drove to Cali, hit the beach, spent our last penny on a gallon of Jack Daniel's and got wasted on the Boardwalk in San Diego...met a rockin surfer from Israel, chilled with him for a bit, then slept in our car and woke up to a beautiful CA sunrise....then since we had no money, my GF and I headed down to the beach with a tube full of Henna and did some Henna Tattoos on people for tiny bits of money, made enough to grab a bit more alcohol and a little food.....and that was a calm week in my life.....now what am i doing? sitting in a house, about to pack and move, typing a journal entry on a site i spend money on monthly...so fucking weird......