OK, just as a disclaimer, this is not about Drumpf's presidency. Though I could write a few lines filled with expletives about it. No, this is about how I'm feeling right now. Have I stated that I'm currently working and going to school full time? So let me break down what my week is like
Sunday: Work 8am-4:30pm
Monday: Wake up @ 4:45am Work: 6:45am-3:20pm, school 4:10-7pm
Tuesday: Work: 8-4:30pm
Wednesday: Wake up @ 4:45 am Work: 6:45am-3:20pm, school 4:10-7pm
Thursday: School: 4:10-7pm
Friday: School: 3:10-5pm
Saturday: Work 8-4:30pm
So, as you can tell I don't get much time to relax and I think it's getting to me. I feel completely overwhelmed right now. Don't get me wrong, I know I can do this, but I'm not putting my best effort into anything at this point. The days breeze by and I'm usually pretty tired after a shift, so I'm usually not in place to do a ton of reading. Which of course pursuing a BA in creative writing is going to entail. Skipped a couple classes last week and today, and I'm treating them as mental health days meant to help me wind down and start organizing myself better. Haha, I should be doing some writing for class right now, but I'm writing this out.
Oh and to top everything off, I feel this really huge gulf between myself and people right now. Tired, stressed and lonely. But fuck it, this isn't exactly new for me. Just gotta suck it up and soldier on. I know that's not the best thing, but not many options at this point.