OK, so the last few posts of mine focused on a dissolution. Doing better now, just missing that connection I had with her.
But this post isn't about that, it's about the other developments as of late. The biggest being that I left that shitty job I was constantly complaining about.
So, last month I reached my breaking point. I was tired of the shitty company structure, the micromanagement, just everything. Don't get me wrong, the majority of my co-workers were great, but they weren't enough to keep me around. On September 28th, I gave my 2 weeks notice.
The following 2 weeks were pretty great, cuz for the most part, I gave no fucks. 'Cuz really, you can't help those who don't want it, or can't be bothered to change things. So, I basically kept my head down and did my job. I still complained that the company was losing money & I got pissed that my replacement only started asking questions 3 days before my last day, but hey, not my problem anymore.
My last day was filled with saving emails in case of any problems, and just lounging a bit. They had a going away lunch for me, which was great (though I fucking hated having to deal with our CEO). We actually got some decent food for a change (Indian!). So we wolfed that down, then had some cake. All I needed now, were my speakers and my money. Once I got those, I said my goodbyes and left. Got together with some of my co-workers afterwards for drinks, then did the same on Saturday.
Probably the best couple of days I've had in a while. What really made it great was that I felt... Free? No stress, no abdominal pain, no lower back pain and I actually had energy. But, I'm still taking some time off. I haven't had a proper vacation in 2 years, so I'm just gonna relax and take care of things. 'Cuz really, I fucking deserve it.
Oh and almost forgot, I got into San Francisco State. I start in January on finishing up my Bachelor's.