Its the first day of June. I feel like I have yet to accomplish anything. I unpacked my car which i haven't driven in in a few days. I updated my info on Monster.com, careerbuilders.com and a few other sites. I am fighting off my off my home sickness. There isn't a place in the world like New York, but its not a place for the broke as shyt. I miss talking and watching TV with Xynnedra. Lately all I have been doing is hiding all my stuff so my aunt wont complain, looking for a job, and of yea Netflix has been my only friend down here. I been texting like crazy lol otherwise id crumple and move back to NY where I feel more at home and less like a guest. I know I need to make this work. I know I can do it I just am so tired and so meh out here. I dont know anyone and I dont know the area. It all Just sucks Money ass, all with the idea of my car payment looming over my head. Back to "work"
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