mirth

Is it bad that I can't particularly bring myself to care about the future risk of cancer I'm exposing myself to via cadmium yellow? I do a lot of my painting with just my hands, and cadmium yellow, a known carcinogen, can be absorbed through the skin. I should really invest in some latex gloves or something, but that would involve going and buying them, and I'm just so lazy about things like that. I think laziness is one of the biggest motivators in my life, sadly. But why make things hard when they can be so easy?

Man, I'm pathetic. Oh well. Such is life.