mirkilla

well nothing has happend thats good in the last couple of days. now thats a rather gloomy outlook but hey. if its true its true.
I loved a girl and lost a girl(the same one. as if i would be that lucky)
not tha i'm depressed but the possibilitys would have been nice. Hanging out for the sg tour. yeah our own little piece of happyness
what else? my dads cat died. Her name was Lucy and she really was a wonderfull cat though she had cancer and had lived a really good 14 years. she passed away in the sun in her favourite spot. i really hope i go in a similar way, you know nice and comfortable in my favourite place. theres something to that.
work is work and sleep is sleep and there's not an awfull lot in between. I need a job which pays for 8 but only expects 1 or 2 hours a day. just enough to give you something to do but not too much as from stopping my fun.
uummm, maybe i should sleep this gloom off and restart the day on a new high.

fuck i need a cigerette

be good to aliens so they'll be good to us