Well, good news is that my ball python magically turned up in the tank. I'm not sure how he magically disappeared and reappeared in the tank, but he did.
I had such a wonderful weekend. I went shopping on Thursday night for something to wear at the Ren Faire. I got this great red dress that showed off my curves nicely. And recently I've started referring to myself as curvy, and not fat, and I think that's much healthier than putting myself down all the time. Anyway, we had Andy try on some skirts, because he looks good in skirts, and we put him in a corset that looked really awesome and funny at the same time. Thank goodness there's pictures of that. Rose, Ross, Andy and I went out to dinner that night. It was interesting hanging out with all three of my lovers all weekend, I must say. Usually that's not the case. I'm rarely with Ross and Rose at the same time, I'm usually with one or the other. And I'm usually not hanging out with Ross and Rose when I'm with Andy. It was just different.
Friday I hung out with Rose's roommate Sarah, who talked my ear off all day. It was exhausting. She's wonderful, and nice, and helpful, and comforting, and her heart is in the right place...but she ADD's like woah. I love her, but she really didn't have to keep stopping Xena every five minutes in order to talk context for half an hour. Friday night I went to a wild party...the first of two wild parties this weekend. It ended up pretty intense at one point, and I was so overwhelmed by social anxiety and emotions that I had a crying fit, and had a seizure...which I'm prone to. Ross and Rose took care of me. However, that meant I had to leave the party early. Andy had a good time, but told me later that he wished he could have played with me. About that...Andy was super affectionate this weekend. Like unusually affectionate. And I think that's because we've worked a lot out, and he seemed like he missed me. But he was all over me most of the weekend, which was not expected. I had a lot of surprises with him.
Saturday we went to the Ren Faire. It didn't seem all that special to me, but it was enjoyable. Got some great pictures.
I think this is probably the cutest picture of Ross I've ever seen.
I had to get a picture of me and my girlfriend Rose in our bodices.
This is my new friend Josh. We shared some cuddles and kisses at the Ren Faire. It was nice.
Great picture of me and Andy. And a great picture of me and Ross.
I have some great pictures of Andy in his corset, but I won't share them. I'll just tease.
Last night's party was a blast. I won't go into detail, but it was an incredibly intense night. I was thankful for cuddles and make outs during the evening, after so much intensity. I wasn't expecting most of the things that happened last night. But I'll never forget it. I think I'm slowly getting to the next level in my experiences. If life had a level up of course. I'm just learning a lot, and experiencing a lot at once, and as overwhelming as it is, I am growing. It's nice to be able to communicate my feelings and thoughts, and have that support when I unexpectedly get upset. I had some more jealousy problems this weekend. I had worked everything out with Andy, and we had come to a good place in our relationship, and I was happy for him for making new connections, at least in my head, but my heart didn't take it so well I guess. I ended up retreating, and Sarah took me to a secluded place to talk while I was in tears. Andy eventually found me, not because he was initially worried, but because he wanted sexy times. I feel bad that he had to come to my rescue so many times this weekend. Eventually I won't need the reassurance anymore, or at least as much. I'm still learning.
Anyway, intense and wonderful weekend. However, I am glad to be home. I need to calm down my mind before Tuesday. Tuesday I'm celebrating my birthday at potluck, and I've been promised birthday spankings and sexy times. Oh, and everyone is bringing something I like to eat...which is great cause I'm really picky. I have a busy week ahead of me. Hopefully work doesn't keep cutting my hours, so I can actually start making some money.
I had such a wonderful weekend. I went shopping on Thursday night for something to wear at the Ren Faire. I got this great red dress that showed off my curves nicely. And recently I've started referring to myself as curvy, and not fat, and I think that's much healthier than putting myself down all the time. Anyway, we had Andy try on some skirts, because he looks good in skirts, and we put him in a corset that looked really awesome and funny at the same time. Thank goodness there's pictures of that. Rose, Ross, Andy and I went out to dinner that night. It was interesting hanging out with all three of my lovers all weekend, I must say. Usually that's not the case. I'm rarely with Ross and Rose at the same time, I'm usually with one or the other. And I'm usually not hanging out with Ross and Rose when I'm with Andy. It was just different.
Friday I hung out with Rose's roommate Sarah, who talked my ear off all day. It was exhausting. She's wonderful, and nice, and helpful, and comforting, and her heart is in the right place...but she ADD's like woah. I love her, but she really didn't have to keep stopping Xena every five minutes in order to talk context for half an hour. Friday night I went to a wild party...the first of two wild parties this weekend. It ended up pretty intense at one point, and I was so overwhelmed by social anxiety and emotions that I had a crying fit, and had a seizure...which I'm prone to. Ross and Rose took care of me. However, that meant I had to leave the party early. Andy had a good time, but told me later that he wished he could have played with me. About that...Andy was super affectionate this weekend. Like unusually affectionate. And I think that's because we've worked a lot out, and he seemed like he missed me. But he was all over me most of the weekend, which was not expected. I had a lot of surprises with him.
Saturday we went to the Ren Faire. It didn't seem all that special to me, but it was enjoyable. Got some great pictures.
I think this is probably the cutest picture of Ross I've ever seen.
I had to get a picture of me and my girlfriend Rose in our bodices.
This is my new friend Josh. We shared some cuddles and kisses at the Ren Faire. It was nice.
Great picture of me and Andy. And a great picture of me and Ross.
I have some great pictures of Andy in his corset, but I won't share them. I'll just tease.
Last night's party was a blast. I won't go into detail, but it was an incredibly intense night. I was thankful for cuddles and make outs during the evening, after so much intensity. I wasn't expecting most of the things that happened last night. But I'll never forget it. I think I'm slowly getting to the next level in my experiences. If life had a level up of course. I'm just learning a lot, and experiencing a lot at once, and as overwhelming as it is, I am growing. It's nice to be able to communicate my feelings and thoughts, and have that support when I unexpectedly get upset. I had some more jealousy problems this weekend. I had worked everything out with Andy, and we had come to a good place in our relationship, and I was happy for him for making new connections, at least in my head, but my heart didn't take it so well I guess. I ended up retreating, and Sarah took me to a secluded place to talk while I was in tears. Andy eventually found me, not because he was initially worried, but because he wanted sexy times. I feel bad that he had to come to my rescue so many times this weekend. Eventually I won't need the reassurance anymore, or at least as much. I'm still learning.
Anyway, intense and wonderful weekend. However, I am glad to be home. I need to calm down my mind before Tuesday. Tuesday I'm celebrating my birthday at potluck, and I've been promised birthday spankings and sexy times. Oh, and everyone is bringing something I like to eat...which is great cause I'm really picky. I have a busy week ahead of me. Hopefully work doesn't keep cutting my hours, so I can actually start making some money.
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glad you fund the python, well kind of if he just appeared