mirima

Oh my......That is quite a puzzle. There are pros and cons to both sides. I'm dating a sweet guy now and at least for now, it is easy for me to be monogomous. I think there is a lot to be said for having someone who is so special that sex becomes physical and emotional intimacy....and not just a means to an orgasm.

But it only works if your are ready for it. And the only way I know of knowing you're ready for such a thing is to try it.
And there lies the rub.

I don't envy the decision you have to make....but I must say, if you have a second chance with Jen and you are drawn to trying it....it might be time to take a chance.

It's your decision. Good luck.

I think you are the kinkiest closet perv I know