mirima

I wish I could just finish a book I start. I've started at least four books, and haven't finished them, because I have a tendency to pick up, yet, another book. Right now I'm reading the entire Genshiken series. I'm just getting into anime and manga, and fortunately I have friends to introduce me to this culture.

I wish I was happier with my life. Maybe that's why I read so many books at once. It distracts me from my own life, and I get thrown into somebody else's.

I'd like to do something truly great. Like, make a difference in some way, or make a name for myself. I'd like to be known for being different in some way. I mean, I'm already different, and that's why I'm liked in a lot of ways, but I'd like to be known for being unique.

I've suddenly decided I'm actually open to love, and I'd like a woman. I mean, I'm open to falling in love with a man, but I'd really like a woman. One of the things I've been lacking recently, besides a real emotional connection with another human being, is being touched by a woman. I miss that...a lot.

Sorry for the pure randomness of my blog. I'm sitting in my friend's room, watching him strip, watching his girlfriend watch MST3K, and I've taken over his computer.

I'd like to have an awesome rehearsal tonight.