mirima

It seems, now that my heart is open, I keep easily developing crushes on people I've never met. So, I'm thinking either I need to close my heart again, or figure out a way not to be easy...considering I mostly think with my vagina.
I don't know what my heart is telling me to do. It seems to be pointing me in so many different directions, and my head is trying to tell me what would be best for me, and most logical. My head can't make sense of my heart, and my vagina can't make sense of anything...which am I supposed to follow?
Maybe I'm not happily confused...maybe just confused. Ugh.