mirima

Ok, enough's enough. Something has to change.

I vent too much, I ask for too much, I am needy for too much affection and reassurance, and I'm too ungrateful and shirk attempts to reassure me. I give too much of myself, when it is not asked for, and martyr myself. I put others on pedestals, and expect the same kindness and love I give to...
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Looks like I don't have one true friend in this world.

I've had the most miserable summer. I'm overworked, underpaid, and I have to clean shitty bums everyday, with zero appreciation for what I'm doing.

On top of that, my boyfriend, my best friend of 16 years, and my other best friend of 6, have all dumped me within the past month.

So, not only...
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Third week of camp, Monday: Rant.

This week, we are under staffed for the amount of campers we have. The past three weeks I've been assigned to the adult campers with disabilities, and for the first two weeks, we were over staffed for the amount of campers we had. This week, we have twice the amount of campers, and less than half the staff we...
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Bob broke up with me last night. I'm not sure what's wrong with me, where I cannot hold a stable, loving relationship. All I've ever wanted was for someone to love me as much as I love them, and I am constantly met with disappointment and heartbreak. I guess it's just not meant to be.

GUYS!!! Guys...I think I'm seriously in love. With a seriously amazing guy. I just got home from spending all week with him. We snuggled, played Pokemon, watched all 7 Saw movies, traded music and movies, took walks, and talked, a lot.

Reasons why I love him:

*He cooks me good food
*He holds me at night
*He washed my clothes (to send me home with...
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