ok. This was creepy to me. I was google-ing playboy and suicidegirl to see if i could get unpaid access to who the playmate sg of the week was, and found this page....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/SuicideGirls
It said:
The term "suicide girl" is often credited to a usage by Fight Club author, and Portland resident, Chuck Palahniuk, in his novel Survivor. Mooney confirms this novel as the source for the name in the Suicide Girls FAQ where she adds,
"Suicide girls is a term my friends and I had been using to describe the girls we saw in Portland's Pioneer Square with skateboards in one hand, wearing a Minor Threat hoodie, listening to Ice Cube on their iPods while reading a book of Nick Cave's poetry. They are girls who didn't fit into any conventional sub-culture and didnt [sic] define themselves based on musical taste like punk, metal, goth, etc. I think the only classifications right now people identify with are mainstream and outside of mainstream. That is why the site is called SuicideGirls."
It was creepy to me, because it stated how I have always felt...for the last 12 years perfectly. I have never EVER known how to tell someone what I am. And even though it was always hard not to just give them a shot in the head for even asking "what subculture are you in?" I honestly would just tell them I'm a bit of everything...and I'm a badass...and I'll fuck you up.
So. Long story short. It's been seriously pissing me off lately about all the shit ppl on here, and on myspace.com have been saying about "suicide girls is about...being different, being feminist, being punk, being tattooed ..blah blah fucking blah!"
Well let me tell you. And fucking quote me here..
I'm a suicide girl, because I'm a fucking suicide girl.
I wax almost every part of my body. Front to back.
I have HUGE fake tits. I love them..and so do you.
I've had blonde hair.....I've also had blue and/or pink hair.
I have more tattoos than teeth. ...And i have all of my teeth.
I french manicure my nails AND toes. I moisturize and use tinters after every shower and have a bubblebath everynight.
I draw on my eyebrows COMPLETELY. You will NEVER see me in the morning, no one ever will. As far as anyone knows, I was born with eyebrows drawn on in pencil.
I have a scar across my knuckles left there from someone's teeth.
I can skate ramp.
I'm not afraid of breaking my neck.
So...this list can just keep going and going about how I'm a little bit playboy, and a little bit suicide. But the point is that I want everyone to lay off the whole "suicidegirls don't have fake tits, or suicide girls have to be pierced."..... Fucking hell stop classifying every fucking thing in this world.
And PS. I see the irony that it's the latest trend to be diverse. Fuck, diversity is another word used in a sentence with demographic.
ANyway, you can tell I've had all of this pent up. All I know is in the site that I told you to go look at, they summed it all up perfectly for me and gave me a little clarity.
xoxo
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/SuicideGirls
It said:
The term "suicide girl" is often credited to a usage by Fight Club author, and Portland resident, Chuck Palahniuk, in his novel Survivor. Mooney confirms this novel as the source for the name in the Suicide Girls FAQ where she adds,
"Suicide girls is a term my friends and I had been using to describe the girls we saw in Portland's Pioneer Square with skateboards in one hand, wearing a Minor Threat hoodie, listening to Ice Cube on their iPods while reading a book of Nick Cave's poetry. They are girls who didn't fit into any conventional sub-culture and didnt [sic] define themselves based on musical taste like punk, metal, goth, etc. I think the only classifications right now people identify with are mainstream and outside of mainstream. That is why the site is called SuicideGirls."
It was creepy to me, because it stated how I have always felt...for the last 12 years perfectly. I have never EVER known how to tell someone what I am. And even though it was always hard not to just give them a shot in the head for even asking "what subculture are you in?" I honestly would just tell them I'm a bit of everything...and I'm a badass...and I'll fuck you up.
So. Long story short. It's been seriously pissing me off lately about all the shit ppl on here, and on myspace.com have been saying about "suicide girls is about...being different, being feminist, being punk, being tattooed ..blah blah fucking blah!"
Well let me tell you. And fucking quote me here..
I'm a suicide girl, because I'm a fucking suicide girl.
I wax almost every part of my body. Front to back.
I have HUGE fake tits. I love them..and so do you.
I've had blonde hair.....I've also had blue and/or pink hair.
I have more tattoos than teeth. ...And i have all of my teeth.
I french manicure my nails AND toes. I moisturize and use tinters after every shower and have a bubblebath everynight.
I draw on my eyebrows COMPLETELY. You will NEVER see me in the morning, no one ever will. As far as anyone knows, I was born with eyebrows drawn on in pencil.
I have a scar across my knuckles left there from someone's teeth.
I can skate ramp.
I'm not afraid of breaking my neck.
So...this list can just keep going and going about how I'm a little bit playboy, and a little bit suicide. But the point is that I want everyone to lay off the whole "suicidegirls don't have fake tits, or suicide girls have to be pierced."..... Fucking hell stop classifying every fucking thing in this world.
And PS. I see the irony that it's the latest trend to be diverse. Fuck, diversity is another word used in a sentence with demographic.
ANyway, you can tell I've had all of this pent up. All I know is in the site that I told you to go look at, they summed it all up perfectly for me and gave me a little clarity.
xoxo
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spinhouse247:
Your intellect is astonishing. I really enjoy each of your entries as they are always concise and to the point. Hope all is well.
tristhetfodt:
yeah. that sounds about right... lol i love ranting... it always makes me feel better. i hope it does the same for you.