Well... my dog's surgery was successful in that they got the tumor out, however, her other test results came back today and she still has cancer.. I'm not even sure where, I didn't stick around long enough to get the details, all I got was that her cancer is not going away, and she now has between 1-6 months left.
I hate the waiting. Waiting for her to die.. I'm terrified I'll be home when it happens, that I'll be the one to find her. But I don't want my sisters to have to find her either, I don't want to see them cry, I don't want to see my parents cry again.
I thought she was okay after the surgery, now I'm hearing "she has cancer" all over again and I'm dealing with the same upheaval of emotions. There's just no hope this time.
I hate the waiting. Waiting for her to die.. I'm terrified I'll be home when it happens, that I'll be the one to find her. But I don't want my sisters to have to find her either, I don't want to see them cry, I don't want to see my parents cry again.
I thought she was okay after the surgery, now I'm hearing "she has cancer" all over again and I'm dealing with the same upheaval of emotions. There's just no hope this time.
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I never had any pets growing up maybe just a fish here or there so I can't really relate to what your feeling. But from what I've been told it's almost like losing a part of your family and that in itself sucks.
hope ya feel better about this sensitive situation soon.