my dog is missing. i feel sick. 
*Update: my sister found her under the bushes in our backyard. She'd been there the whole night. She was barely breathing. My dad just took her to the emergency pet hospital. I still feel sick.
*Update: she has a tumor on her spleen and apparently it's a difficult surgery. They are going to x-ray her lungs to see if there is any cancer there, and if there is then we're going to euthanize her.
*Update: we're bringing her home. she only has a few days to live. everyone is crying, even my dad. this is a hard day.
i want to be next to her for every single moment she has left. but at the same time i want to run away and not come back until it's over. I do not deal well with death. I have not had a family member die since i was eight. and this is so sudden. i don't know how to react. it hurts terribly.
*Update: my sister found her under the bushes in our backyard. She'd been there the whole night. She was barely breathing. My dad just took her to the emergency pet hospital. I still feel sick.
*Update: she has a tumor on her spleen and apparently it's a difficult surgery. They are going to x-ray her lungs to see if there is any cancer there, and if there is then we're going to euthanize her.
*Update: we're bringing her home. she only has a few days to live. everyone is crying, even my dad. this is a hard day.
i want to be next to her for every single moment she has left. but at the same time i want to run away and not come back until it's over. I do not deal well with death. I have not had a family member die since i was eight. and this is so sudden. i don't know how to react. it hurts terribly.
morgan:
I'll keep my fingers crossed for her recovery.
glasscock:
sorry to hear about your loss