mindriot

I can't bring myself to do anything constructive at the moment. My motivation levels are at an all time low. I don't feel bad about it or anything and I know it will pass eventually, but it worries me that I can be so inactive at times. I feel a little like I'm missing out on life and that everyone else is having a crazy old time, but I know that's probably not true.

I haven't done anything with my band since forever. I realized, to my dismay, that we didn't gig at all during 2008. Sure, we recorded lots of stuff but it isn't the same. I've just forced myself to arrange a songwriting session for tomorrow. God knows if anything will come of it. It'll be just the singer and I kicking ideas around. Although we do this and then nothing, or very little, comes of it, I usually feel a lot better about things because at least I'm being active, right?


I need a new interest, like painting or photography, or something. It's just a shame that I'm shit at everything.