mindriot

After my last blog going on about how I have no holidays left to take from work, would you believe that I've been struck down with a summer cold and got myself sent home today? Typical. The thing I hate about being off work with sickness is that I feel as though I can't leave the house in case someone from work sees me and assumes I'm not really ill. It's such bullshit because even though I'm too ill to be stuck in that office dealing with customers/clients for 8 hours that doesn't mean I'm too ill to do the things that we all need to do in order to keep my life running as normal as possible (i.e. shopping, running messages, etc.). The worst thing is that I'm sure if I did see anyone that I work with they wouldn't give a shit. My own mind has created this paranoia all on it's own and no matter how much I tell myself it's irrational and stupid I can't let it go.

Am I the only one who lives in this state of self-induced agrophobia or are we a secret society waiting to be formed? If so we could have meetings... although nobody will turn up, in case someone from work sees us there