mindriot

I've just had the worst dream ever. I dreamt that some guy, who isn't a real person but was a friend of a friend in the dream, told me that Nic was cheating on me with just about everybody I know. I told him that it was bullshit, but he was positive that it was true. He was so convinced that I agreed to ask her about it. Anyway I asked her about it and when she denied it I could tell she was lying to me. I was devastated and split up with her.

Now I know it was just a stupid dream but it felt totally real and when I woke up my heart was beating like crazy and I was in a total panic. When I realised that it was only a dream I should've felt better but for some reason I didn't. I still felt like I'd been given a rough ride for no good reason. I just gave Nic a lift to work but I was in a shitty mood with her all the way there and when she asked what was up I just kept telling her it was nothing. I'm gonna have to make it up to her tomorrow.

Why the hell would my own brain want to do this to me?