mindriot

There has been too many occassions lately where I've said or done something that has later given me cause to cringe in shame/embarrasment/self-loathing. I need to figure out how to be normal. Is there a 'social interaction for dummies' book out there?

Hmm, 2010. I know that typing this number is going to take a lot of getting used to.

December is here and I'm hating it already. At least I get next weekend off work and there's lots of xmas parties to go to in the coming weeks. I knew there had to be an upside!

Why, oh why, oh why can't I go out with people from my workplace without ensuring that my drunken antics and trysts will be the talk of the entire office for a week afterward? I keep doing that thing today where I remember something from last night, which seemed incredibly cool at the time, but today makes me go "Oh sweet fucking jesus!" with embarrassment...
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I'm addicted to being out of the house at the moment. I can't spend anytime at all indoors or I instantly sink into a depression. People I work with have suggested that I'm suffering from stress, but I don't feel like I'm stressed, just mixed up or still kind of upset about the split. I can't go to a doctor and say 'I'm not happy'....
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I took out a 20k loan today on a whim. This is either the greatest idea ever or the biggest financial mistake of my life. Only time will tell.

I simply had to post this because it had me in absolute fits of laughter the other day. I mean serious, bent-double, can't breathe, oh-my-god-when-will-it-stop kind of laughter.

Check it out.

Note - Not for haters of infantile humour or anyone offended by plasticine, shit or wank.

Every weekend should be 3-days long. Why isn't this the case already? There must be campaign or some such effort to make this the norm. 4 days of work and 3 days of rest and play seems like a far better balance to me. Am I wrong?

Last night, in work (I work for a careline), I got told off by a paramedic because I received a call from an 87-year-old woman who was suffering from serious breathing difficulties and needed help. This dickhead paramedic told me, when he eventually arrived, that it was only a mild asthma attack, and not life-threatening, and that I should've called a doctor first. I told...
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I can't bring myself to do anything constructive at the moment. My motivation levels are at an all time low. I don't feel bad about it or anything and I know it will pass eventually, but it worries me that I can be so inactive at times. I feel a little like I'm missing out on life and that everyone else is having a crazy...
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I'm now fully installed in my new house and I'm finding that the neighbours are total dickheads. They seemed nice at first but everytime I turn on the TV, or music, or even laugh for godsake, they bang on the walls and shout things like "shut the fuck up!".

I'm not a violent person and I'm trying my best not to let it get to...
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