New updated blog since I have a little time. Sick at home. Boo. I hate missing work because I feel like I am letting my team down. Oh wells.
Instead of going to Easter dinner like I was supposed to with the family. I went hiking with friends. It was a lot of fun. And my mom still brought me some easter dinner anywayz so it all worked out.
Pics from hiking.
Yeah I am a sassy bitch.
Last Saturday my friend had a housewarming party that was awesome. Super good location in Orange. Neat house. There was lots of drinking, smoking, and food.
On another note. My grandpa is getting up there in the years. 86. his arthritis is getting pretty bad. He can't walk for long distances. He is dealing with weight problems partly because of that. He has heart problems and has had surgery a number of times for it. He is on all kinds of medicine. He had to go to the hospital last week to have a stint put in. They found out that his blood was too thin because of the medicine he was taking and that they couldnt operate. But having to deal with this last week made me realize that he might not have long to live.
This may sound selfish but seeing as I live with him I worry about what happens when he passes. Do I make that big move to somewhere completely new and unexpected and out of my element? Will his kids, including my dad, allow me to stay to look after the house? Will they sell it?
This has been stressing me out as of late. The future is scary. But I guess the healthiest thing to do is to just look at the present and thank god that he is still here. And that I can get the most out of him as possible. We have spent more time together in the last year than we have spent together the rest of my life.
This song is for the girls in my past.
Love all my friends on here.
You have all been great. And let me be myself. No judgements.
Instead of going to Easter dinner like I was supposed to with the family. I went hiking with friends. It was a lot of fun. And my mom still brought me some easter dinner anywayz so it all worked out.
Pics from hiking.
Yeah I am a sassy bitch.
Last Saturday my friend had a housewarming party that was awesome. Super good location in Orange. Neat house. There was lots of drinking, smoking, and food.
On another note. My grandpa is getting up there in the years. 86. his arthritis is getting pretty bad. He can't walk for long distances. He is dealing with weight problems partly because of that. He has heart problems and has had surgery a number of times for it. He is on all kinds of medicine. He had to go to the hospital last week to have a stint put in. They found out that his blood was too thin because of the medicine he was taking and that they couldnt operate. But having to deal with this last week made me realize that he might not have long to live.
This may sound selfish but seeing as I live with him I worry about what happens when he passes. Do I make that big move to somewhere completely new and unexpected and out of my element? Will his kids, including my dad, allow me to stay to look after the house? Will they sell it?
This has been stressing me out as of late. The future is scary. But I guess the healthiest thing to do is to just look at the present and thank god that he is still here. And that I can get the most out of him as possible. We have spent more time together in the last year than we have spent together the rest of my life.
This song is for the girls in my past.
Love all my friends on here.
You have all been great. And let me be myself. No judgements.
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Don't worry so much. You can prepare for tomorrow but remember to enjoy TODAY.