mimsytoves

I know, it'll get better. the holidays just dont feel as festive this year. I know this is a tactless thing to say, but it seems worse in a way that my cousin killed herself right before the holidays. obviously there's no "good" time of year to off one's self.. but its particuarly poignant at this time of year... our family is so small anyway... her non-presence just seems to fill up the whole room. we arent really doing christmas because none of us want to do it without her. we did all get togeather for dinner last night, but it was hard. I just really miss her.
that aside, I have some things to look forward to. I'm getting promoted in early 2005 and I have that trip to thailand in march (I'm sooo excited!). I'm also starting a seperate stash of saved money so I can do one of the internships here: http://www.i-to-i.com/
how's everyone else? you guys got big plans for new years?