I would love to see you every day,
but you're just way too far away,
it's just a dream in my twisted mind,
that you could love one of my kind.
A wish, more a thought driving me wild,
ever since I wanted to be loved as a child...
Now I know, I don't deserve good treatment.
I know I am too weird and too sick for this world.
But why am I suffering in this torment?
Why do I need to sustain through all this hurt?
What have I done to be punished that way?
Should I go forever or is it too late to stay?
All I want is to feel you, touch and hug you,
kiss you gently all day and maybe even get inside...
our house we would build with love shining bright,
and all the joy and happiness you're loving, too.
But it is only a dream...
only a wish...
One...
Though,
destined to perish,
I still hope to to redeem.
I have not much to offer, no money, no fame...
but I'm willing to give everything in this game.
Will someone hear me?
Will I be happy?
Will I never be free?
Will I never be daddy?
Just a thought... in my perverted longing for happiness. All this beauty around me, but as usual... all is so far away from me to reach, and all I have is my emptiness, my loneliness and the certain future of staying alone forever. It hurts and I want to give up... but giving up is just the easy way out. Even if it means having to suffer until the end. Well... I'm used to it...