After a shitty work week, Saturday I headed off to get my taxes done, to find out that I may owe all this money because of the money I received as settlement from the division of assets, where my ex got to keep the house and I walked off with an amount that was due to credit cards, mostly for things bought for the fking house.
Needless to say, my taxes are still not completed pending a phone call to the IRS.
I didn't accomplish anything that I wanted to do. Today I got some laundry done, but virtually none of the cleaning, and none of the work I brought home to finish. Oh, I did manage to watch 1 1/2 episodes of Rome.
And is this all? Not by far. My weekend had to end up with another kick in the gut (and yes, I did puke too).
After much thinking, my BF decided that it be best to break up, and that our goals and priorities are just too different. I knew this was coming, I went through the scenario in my head, but still, it HURTS so much!!! So it's official, we are not together anymore. He said he is going to distance himself for a while, and then would like to be friends. I don't think I can do that.
I'm at an all time low.
My dad is gone, my partner left, my financial status is uncertain and my faith in a God is also faded away.
I have to think about the good things in my life, my mother says. My child is healthy, while others are crying by the bedside of their cancer stricken kid.
I know there are good things around, but the fogg is too deep to see through it.
Needless to say, my taxes are still not completed pending a phone call to the IRS.
I didn't accomplish anything that I wanted to do. Today I got some laundry done, but virtually none of the cleaning, and none of the work I brought home to finish. Oh, I did manage to watch 1 1/2 episodes of Rome.
And is this all? Not by far. My weekend had to end up with another kick in the gut (and yes, I did puke too).
After much thinking, my BF decided that it be best to break up, and that our goals and priorities are just too different. I knew this was coming, I went through the scenario in my head, but still, it HURTS so much!!! So it's official, we are not together anymore. He said he is going to distance himself for a while, and then would like to be friends. I don't think I can do that.
I'm at an all time low.
My dad is gone, my partner left, my financial status is uncertain and my faith in a God is also faded away.
I have to think about the good things in my life, my mother says. My child is healthy, while others are crying by the bedside of their cancer stricken kid.
I know there are good things around, but the fogg is too deep to see through it.
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It really depends on where my head space is but I am usually one who beleives you only really notice the pain of life before the positive energy flows. It is just up to us to look within.
Man look at me gettin' all metaphysical 'n shit!