Sunday Sep 21, 2003

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I have to update because my depressing journal has been up there for far too long.

I wish it was not sunday already. Yucky. I hope this week flies by.
hellkitten:
I hope so too. I was busy all weekend and didn't get much of a chance to do nothing and lay around +o)
hellkitten:
Have you seen this? I want them all now. hehe...

Sunday Sep 21, 2003

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I have to update because my depressing journal has been up there for far too long.

I wish it was not sunday already. Yucky. I hope this week flies by.

Friday May 30, 2003

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my life has taken some odd turns lately. Its only been a month since I got back in town and things are not going the way I had hoped at all! Fist i was all excited to see my bestfriend?ex girlfriend? who knows and that all turned to shit and even after two years if "trying" to get over her have not suceeded. things are...
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schleprock:
I'm sorry to hear that you are so down and out. It was very rude for you ex not to call you or respond to your emails. Her doing that makes everything worse, right? And I don't know why she is acting the way she is. Maybe she is a messed up as you are right now.

There is nothing wrong with being hung up on someone for that long as a doesn't stop you from getting envolved with other people. There is one lady in my life who makes me cry even though we haven't been together for 5 years. I have been with people since but she will always hold a special place and I am not sure if I will ever stop loving her but I had to come to the conclussion that she was never coming back to me in that way.

Right now. I would watch lots of Simpsons. Try to find something I could eat and not throw up because low blood sugar will make things much worse and think about sitting in the sun and reading for a while.
undersad:
i am really sorry to hear that. i recently broke up with a girl and i know where you are coming from sort of i guess.

yea like nuria said i hope this doesn't cause any resentment for posting in your journal about something so personal.

kind of how i deal with hurt is writing crappy poetry. i have this journal that i have had for like 6 years now and it is filled with remorseful and depressing poems. i carry it with me everywhere i go b/c i hope one time something will inspire me to write something happy. when that day comes i am going to put that journal away somewhere far away , and start a new depressing journal.

anyway i'll send lots of hugs your way and hope you feel better.

Sunday May 18, 2003

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I love going out to eat just for dessert. yumm Its great when your not on the site like 3 times a day because when you finallly get back there are so many things to check out I love it.

Not to much to say. I'm hunting for a job. Unemployment is getting a bit dull and I'm sleeping so much. Not so good. I've...
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hellkitten:
Ouch - I hear ya, unemployment sucks bad. Been there and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I'll send good luck vibes your way +o)

Tuesday Apr 29, 2003

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I have two hours til I have a final so I decided to just stay up. Its so much better than just getting to sleep and hearing that annoying beep beep. So Italked to my ex girlfriend on the phone for like two hours tonight. We had the best converstation. Its weird how talking to someone who understands you so well is so great. That...
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mynka:
road trip, huh? i feel like i went on one in my own city the past two days...
make sure you buy a map.
hellkitten:
Hey cutie! How'd the final go?
kiss

Tuesday Apr 15, 2003

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I want to make lemonade, jello, a new poetry scapbook, cutains, strawbeey pie, nightstand with the top decorated with 50's ads, pillows, t shirts, chinatown handtowles, jeans with guns on the back pockets, a huge pin up girl painting, strawberry yarn coasters, hommade soap with tiny soap body parts in it, super soft cotton skirts, lots of sparkly hair scarves so i dont have to...
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tara81:
o dear all those items sounds rockn
hellkitten:
mmm me too! +o)

Sunday Apr 13, 2003

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I dont think the people that go on Blind Date the television show must have never actually watched it. Stupids. So anyway my weekend was wonderful. I went to an art show of a friends in Pittsburgh. Had a great time. Good paintings and so alright local bands. The trip itself was just a great time.

This was my first lazy saturday in a long...
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hellkitten:
Thanks Millie +o)
Your weekend sounds like it was ubber good. I'm planning on making Easter weekend just as good, especially when this past saturday I had an exam.

I'll tell you how it goes!

miao!! mew!

Tuesday Apr 08, 2003

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Alright so I just finished the biggest art project ever! I'm so glad that it is finally all over yay! So anyway this week is getting so much better now.
hellkitten:
YaY! Yeah, I had a psych test scare this morning. Thought I missed it, but it was all good. Still had time to complete it +o)

Thursday Apr 03, 2003

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this week went by so fast. i'm on this weird kick of just eating fruit all the time.
i went on a drive to the country today and got to pet some pregnant horses. It was good to be outside. i need a nap.

well i'm off to visit some friends before i fall over. I wish I had a motorcycle. I saw these old...
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Tuesday Apr 01, 2003

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so its tuesday already and i have so much work to get done by Thursday so i can go to a show and have a good time and not fail school. I'm so lazy right now. I got so many new cds today. I love tax return $$. i'm going to go watch the simpsons and make art projects.
hellkitten:
Good ol' crunch time, eh? Me too. I'm currently at school taking a break from writing a paper on Freud's theory and if he was or wasn't a psychologist.

What cd's did you get?
killcast:
we're playing this thing called flood fest this friday in johnstown - i don't know how close you live to there, you're welcome to catch a ride with one of us. just let me know.

thanks for the well-wishes
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