So anyway I 've been trying to remeber why I loved you to began with. Was it the way everything melted around me when you were there. Was It the way that you would look at me and I could feel your love. Could it have been the way you are everything that I am not and everything that I will never be. COuld it have neen the way you would remember all the things I ever told you no matter how trival and how you smelled. The smell of wet lilacs in may. I f only things had been differnt If only I could crawl back into bed with you under your arms and back into our world where i am safe and happy if only .....................................
debrajean:
yes