what a fucking week......only two days at work cause I'm the only girl who doesn't have to make rent. Those days though.....could we have packed more drunks into 16 hours? Some girl thinks I called her a whore, I'm working with waitresses who are half drunk and fucked up on percocet(sp?). everything is madness.
never boring though.
I'm reading a book on male psychology. definately...
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never boring though.
I'm reading a book on male psychology. definately...
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"my mind and body are flooded, and I have no words"
Back to work tomorrow night, back on the floor. I've been reading a waitress' memoir and while interesting so far, I think I could write a better one. There have been some revelatory points in it though. Its such a strange community of people, a world like no other.
Back to work tomorrow night, back on the floor. I've been reading a waitress' memoir and while interesting so far, I think I could write a better one. There have been some revelatory points in it though. Its such a strange community of people, a world like no other.
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northern:
You should mention some of the more interesting customers in your blog here.
I always love reading about customers from hell.
And I loved that character in the movie. She was pretty hot, both physically and in attitude.
Just confirms in my mind that you must be pretty hot.
I always love reading about customers from hell.
And I loved that character in the movie. She was pretty hot, both physically and in attitude.
Just confirms in my mind that you must be pretty hot.
northern:
I agree with the redhead part.
Wasn't aware of the Texas aspect of it.
I could also add the parts about your intelligence, your artistic flair, to the growing list of sexy attributes.
Wasn't aware of the Texas aspect of it.
I could also add the parts about your intelligence, your artistic flair, to the growing list of sexy attributes.
I'm feeling all introspective and shit. this is what happens on days off when you slow down enough to think again about something other than food/orders/customers/sidework. really though, I am currently at the most interesting of jobs in my employment history. Each night is so unpredictable. Life is turning, I can see it, watch it tilt on some invisible string and pole, exposing a new...
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northern:
You want introspection?
Read my blog.
I'm not certain, but I don't think you're being sarcastic, so good to hear you're looking at the bright side of crap jobs.
Read my blog.
I'm not certain, but I don't think you're being sarcastic, so good to hear you're looking at the bright side of crap jobs.
I still haven't bought a shower curtain. this is forcing me to only take baths which in turn makes me put more time and attention into my body, completely opposite from the quick showers I've taken for years.
The last few days have been strange and I haven't slept well. I feel like a success and a failure at the same time.
again I am...
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The last few days have been strange and I haven't slept well. I feel like a success and a failure at the same time.
again I am...
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northern:
Sounds like my world.
I spend the majority of my time just trying to quiet and calm my mind.
My brain is out to get me I'm sure.
If you feel like talking, you can set aside our current messages and start something new. I'd be very happy to listen.
And if not, then at least tell me more about this body of yours.
See! My brain works in mysterious ways - very sincere then sudden shift to flirting.
I spend the majority of my time just trying to quiet and calm my mind.
My brain is out to get me I'm sure.
If you feel like talking, you can set aside our current messages and start something new. I'd be very happy to listen.
And if not, then at least tell me more about this body of yours.
See! My brain works in mysterious ways - very sincere then sudden shift to flirting.
manchester_black:
I find the only way Ive been able to get my mind to quiet down is to run myself so ragged that I just drop dead with exhaustion at the end of the day
fuck it all, fuck sleep. I'm through with fighting it, I'm done arguing with my body. I can only assume that I am supposed to be awake right now
my fish has clean water, people are going to be visiting soon. life is shaping into something good.
my fish has clean water, people are going to be visiting soon. life is shaping into something good.
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manchester_black:
I think I know how you feel with the body rebelling and wanting to operate on its own schedule- mine for example enjoys the night and thinks best around the one am mark, I however have a job that has me up ridiculously early- so whenever my body gets it's way I end up walking dead-ing it the next day.
And thanks for the support for the set, it's much apppreciated
And thanks for the support for the set, it's much apppreciated
northern:
Thanks for adding me!
one day soon a low paid clean-up crew will be scraping my splattered body from the sidewalk....and one of them will say, out of morbid curiosity, "I wonder why she jumped...what could have caused some young woman in the prime of her life to end it all? And the second guy will say, "you know, I heard some people who saw it happen say that...
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northern:
It's a conspiracy to drive you insane.
Apparently, it's working.
Apparently, it's working.
'...another day older and closer to death'
Artic blast for my birthday yesturday. It was -18* when I woke up this morning(at 4) and only -7* by 11am. we may have had a high of 6* today. ridiculous.
Sometimes Colorado and I just don't get along.
Artic blast for my birthday yesturday. It was -18* when I woke up this morning(at 4) and only -7* by 11am. we may have had a high of 6* today. ridiculous.
Sometimes Colorado and I just don't get along.
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ninadelamorte:
Just a freindly reminder to finish up your swap project for the Sculpture group and get it mailed out soon. Thx!
ninadelamorte:
i received your sculpture, it's quite cool. thx. 
damn people.....grumpy old men seem to be the bane of my existance.
cheap monkey wine and a good nap - maybe I can make it all disappear.
cheap monkey wine and a good nap - maybe I can make it all disappear.
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dekews:
I like your work.
dekews:
I like 'age'. I like the mix of textures and the mix of straight lines and wrinkles.
I've always liked working in clay. But I'm trying to start working in stone. Unfortunately, I've given away all my stone work. But, honestly, I'm not very experienced. Stone can be expensive to work in.
I saw you comment in the sculpture and ceramics group.
I've always liked working in clay. But I'm trying to start working in stone. Unfortunately, I've given away all my stone work. But, honestly, I'm not very experienced. Stone can be expensive to work in.
I saw you comment in the sculpture and ceramics group.
I feel rather seperated from my work at the moment. well, my artwork that is, I always feel stepped back from my hourly job.
I'm not sure why, not one reason is coming to surface but I imagine it has much to do with a reluctance to feel the emotions that I delt with in those pieces. -that and a monkey wrench jammed into the...
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I'm not sure why, not one reason is coming to surface but I imagine it has much to do with a reluctance to feel the emotions that I delt with in those pieces. -that and a monkey wrench jammed into the...
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fuck- I should not have turned on the computer
fuck- I should be in bed right now
fuck- my nipples are sore
Glad it didn't distract you to much and it's always good to chat to another Manga/Anime fan