December 27,2006 night was kinda blue
at first, I was missing 3v3r50luv4bl3...thinking i have few months left before i move out of town to a new place... i just wish i could spend quality time with her, my cellphone rang, she called and said she like to come over
...i couldn't believe it... thinking i was dreamin. she came we listen to her music, we talked , asked for my t-shirt n shorts she could wear to sleep. we went to sleep together... nothing happened i respected her we just cuddle...i moved a lot cause i'm not use to sleeping with someone ( been sleeping single for 13 years). She even told me that if i kept on moving she would just go home...i told her that it's been a while since i slept with someone on my side. I was so happy that night n wish it would never end.She was so beautiful even im my clothes. the morning came her cellphone rings, my cellphone rang alternately... i tried to answer the phone but she said not ot answer it... it was her mother trying to know where she's at... she text her mom that she'll be with me that night. At 8 in the morning i should be at work ( just next door) i didn't go to work cause i dont want to leave her alone... i stay in bed with her. Bout 9:30am she woke up called her mom to pick her up,minutes later her mom was here... i walked out with her to her mom car hug her n say bye n say Hi to her mom. After she left i hurried into the shower n went to work at 10. She said she will come by and stay with me agian... i really wished she would stay and be with me forever oneday. She is moving back in town, want to go back to college... im very happy for her , she'll be near her family and want to continue her education ( she very smart). Before when she use to stay in Vegas i been teling her to move back here... now i'm the one moving there. She told me before how can I support her and her son...she gave me a challenge i can never resist cause she's right... i need to do something to let her know I'm serious about her an her 3 year old son ( i love his son a lot) i really want to marry her oneday.
A lot of my female friends say she's very lucky lady...i hope she see it that way too. There are times girls flirted with me (I'm just an average simple guy, i don't know whwat the see in me) asked for my name and number, they asked me if i have a GF,,, i would always say "yes" ( some of my guys friends when they heard that I told the girls that... they say im stupid, even some of my female co-worker say the same thing) I should say "NO,, i dont have a GF" cause I don't know what she is doin in Vegas ( sin city, party city)... There are times girls will call me that they are bored and like to come to my place and watch porn with me (5 times last year). Twice I can't make an alibi cause they are at my door, we watch pron but i would leave the room all the time, they will try to seduce me but i would tell them" i have a GF and i love her a lot" ( they know I have a GF)... then they say " she very lucky" ( i know some of you wont believe me in this one, but its the truth) On my past blog ... she's doubtful about me... i wish those 2 girls would tell her nothing ever happen ( i think she would never beleive it even though it's the truth) For me, i think when you really love someone you dont want to loose or hurt the best thing ever happen in your life.. It hurt me sometimes when she don't beleive me.
i need your comment my SG fireinds what do you think???
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A lot of my female friends say she's very lucky lady...i hope she see it that way too. There are times girls flirted with me (I'm just an average simple guy, i don't know whwat the see in me) asked for my name and number, they asked me if i have a GF,,, i would always say "yes" ( some of my guys friends when they heard that I told the girls that... they say im stupid, even some of my female co-worker say the same thing) I should say "NO,, i dont have a GF" cause I don't know what she is doin in Vegas ( sin city, party city)... There are times girls will call me that they are bored and like to come to my place and watch porn with me (5 times last year). Twice I can't make an alibi cause they are at my door, we watch pron but i would leave the room all the time, they will try to seduce me but i would tell them" i have a GF and i love her a lot" ( they know I have a GF)... then they say " she very lucky" ( i know some of you wont believe me in this one, but its the truth) On my past blog ... she's doubtful about me... i wish those 2 girls would tell her nothing ever happen ( i think she would never beleive it even though it's the truth) For me, i think when you really love someone you dont want to loose or hurt the best thing ever happen in your life.. It hurt me sometimes when she don't beleive me.
i need your comment my SG fireinds what do you think???