OK I know I should keep my ramblings to myself. But I am so torn. Have you ever seen someone so beautiful that you know you should want to physically be with them more than anything in life. But then they talk and you cant believe what they are saying. I sort of kow this woman who says things that are so amazing and just beyond description that it makes me feel like a uneducated trool. a simpleton with scars and blood all over him compared to her. but at the same time i cant believe the happiness I get from reading her words. And who knew armenia is mostly gone? 
