I can describe the meaning of my life with one word, mellisa. she is very literally the first and last thing on my mind every single day, thoughts of her fill the spaces inbetween..of course she is usually naked during those in between thoughts, ....the happiness in my life is more then tied to her it has slowly become her over my time knowing her. she is every sexual desire I have come to life, from the little "fuck me" face she has sometimes to the dimple right above her ass cheeks that should make every man want to gauge his eyes out once they see it and know they can't have it, and yes that was a subtle way of saying she's mine and no one else will have her...possesive .........saying I love her seems so..lacking, uncomplete, empty compared to what I feel for her.....when I smile a thought of her is behind it, when I life an image of her is there.....she is my dreams made manifest, the idea of the life I knew I wanted come alive, she's my love
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i have to be the luckiest girl on the planet.
i love You. i love You i love You.