I can't get the soda open!! *Pouts and struggles with the soda lid...* God damn it... the last three days have been rediculous!
I am socially inept... I can't make friends in real life, online, or otherwise. I honestly don't know why, because people who know me will say that I would gladly bendover backwards and them some for almost anyone.... but I think being me is just a lonley place. The holidays are always the worst for me, one side of my family hate me more then I can possibly explain, and the other is all sucessful and tall and skinny... Well I'll put it this way it's like an abstract artist (that would be me boys and girls) walking into a graphic design confrence about structured imaging ( no, honestly, everyone on one side of my family is in some feild of design; except myself that is) so I feel out of place, alot. Other than that my computers are all kinds of fucked up... I fix them then they break again.. I pay money to have them fixed, and then they break again.... I am getting a mac in January ( I was going to get one yesterday but my signifigant others credit was not as good as he thought haahaa and mine you may as well forget it!) Oh and at work things are all crazy because one of my coworkers was pregnant and now shes not and I feel for her but I am picking up all her slack and I am getting pretty tired! I need to find breakfast, some friends and figure out how I am going to get through a whole day with my family being around me talking about things I know nothing about... ok enough self pitty... I need ideas here guys help a lady out would ya?
I am socially inept... I can't make friends in real life, online, or otherwise. I honestly don't know why, because people who know me will say that I would gladly bendover backwards and them some for almost anyone.... but I think being me is just a lonley place. The holidays are always the worst for me, one side of my family hate me more then I can possibly explain, and the other is all sucessful and tall and skinny... Well I'll put it this way it's like an abstract artist (that would be me boys and girls) walking into a graphic design confrence about structured imaging ( no, honestly, everyone on one side of my family is in some feild of design; except myself that is) so I feel out of place, alot. Other than that my computers are all kinds of fucked up... I fix them then they break again.. I pay money to have them fixed, and then they break again.... I am getting a mac in January ( I was going to get one yesterday but my signifigant others credit was not as good as he thought haahaa and mine you may as well forget it!) Oh and at work things are all crazy because one of my coworkers was pregnant and now shes not and I feel for her but I am picking up all her slack and I am getting pretty tired! I need to find breakfast, some friends and figure out how I am going to get through a whole day with my family being around me talking about things I know nothing about... ok enough self pitty... I need ideas here guys help a lady out would ya?

Are we playing tag?