midwestpunx

I'm home bored... and watchin' some fat bitch get lipo-suction on T.V. I'm tired of shit... Of life and all that... Fuckin' regular life isnt for me, and well I'm 22 and that's where I'm at, was in school - kinda still am? But dont attend... Work a regular job, and I'm in a local band... I see all these kids at like 18 already signed and tourin' and shit and I feel old... I felt like shit at 18 and not bein' there, and now I'm 22 and still in the same place... Kansas City is my home, I love it... Specially my family, and my freinds - which half of them are like family anyways... For real, I've never had as good of friends... but KC is dead and old and borin', prolly alot to do w/ the winter time and the fact it's still pretty cool out for bein' so close to summer or spring or whateva the fuck... But the winter just killed me - so blah and filled w/ nothingness... I just recently got back from LA, and I love it out there - been there a million times, it's my home away from home... but when I leave it's like I"m leavin' home... If I was where I was 2 years ago (The nobody looser w/ no friends and no life) I'd be livin' out there right now... But I got alot back here, all that I love... But it still sucks when noone does nothin' - and everything is dead - and there's not shit goin' on... Last summer was great, even when there wasnt shit - it was great we rand KC like it was our city, like we owned it... And we did sons of bitches... But so far there's nothin' goin' on?!?! Ok enough bitchin', I just gotta hang in there till punk rock prom this fri - which will be great, not to mention how much I look forward to the alchohol!!! YESM... Ok bye now...