Hey everyone, so you're probably wondering why I was active then BOOM I went quiet.... so it's no hidden secret that I suffer badly with depression and anxiety so having to be extremely active on a site takes its toll because most of the time I'm asleep or trying to decompress. So this time is slightly different, during the UKs lockdown I was told to work from home due to having a heart condition and possibly being one of the shielded. This took its toll on me because I was stuck indoors constantly, I couldn't go for walks or enjoy my pets because where I lived had nowhere safe to walk around in and I wasnt allowed pets apart from my hamster who doesnt come out in the day, so alas I was stuck indoors festering on my thoughts which sent me into a downward spiral. So one day I went to my parents house as I needed space (this was ok'd and was within the lockdown guidelines), when I went there I suddenly felt happier and was able to see my dog, go for walks and just be happy. This was then when my brain clicked and thought "I need to change", so I decided to move down to where my parents live and attempt to get my own flat, I succeeded and am now in the process of moving into my own place with my dog and hamster. I can finally have my baby girl with me, the one who could always make me feel better. So this is what I've been doing, ive been moving, crying, stressing, panicking, working and most importantly enjoying spending time with the most precious thing the world has ever gifted me which is my dog Bonnie.
I'm sorry I've been quiet but I have to put myself first so this had to be done, I hope you'll all support me during this time where I may be quiet sometimes but I'm hoping this'll be a step in a direction where I can finally sort myself out and be more active for you guys xxxxxx
Enjoy some pics I've taken during my time moving
All the best and love you all,
Rosie x
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