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midgee

2nd star on the right straight on till morning, Neverland

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Tuesday Aug 26, 2008

Aug 26, 2008
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"I learned the hard way, they all say things you want to hear"




once again used and abused..seems like thats my specialty. How could i go from this ugly duckling in this disgusting shell of broken tears and cuts along my arm to breaking out into this beautiful confident being with new found self esteem....and i still get broken into pieces. how could you? How could you take advantage of my vulnerability? Use me up like a dirty rag you use to wipe the beer that you spilled on your scrubby floor. Dip me into that dirty mop water only to ring me out on the floor (cause you cant afford a swiffer) Use me to make that moment you just have to have like some kind of sick fix...and then drop me like a bad habit. Say all the things i wanna hear so you can use me once again. Well just like that dirty rag..there are only so many uses it can take before it shrivels into disintegrating cloth.
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flashmo:
I was referred to your blog by a freind today ^^^, and I have to say it is a heartbreaker.

I don't know any of the backstory, but noone deserves to feel like that, ever. Sorry it happened to you.

If you ever need an ear to bend, feel free to hit me up.

Hope things start to feel better sooner than later.

*sends you internet hugs*
Aug 29, 2008
graveshow:
Having felt like this far too many times myself, and far too often of late, I can sympathize with your pain.

I wish you all the best, because eventually, everyone in your life will love you for the true you....at least this is what I believe.

If you ever need to just rant away without fear of judgment, let me know.
Aug 30, 2008

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