mickyd

Its coming round again
The slowly creeping hand
Of time and its command
Soon enough it comes
And settles in its place
Its shadow in my face
Puts pressure in my day

This life well its slipping right through my hands
These days turned out nothing like I had planned

" .....my therapist said not to see you no more , she said your like a disease without a cure, she said that i'm so obsessed that i'm becoming a bore, oh no, ah you think your so pretty .........dressed me up in womens clothes, messed around with gender roles, dye my eyes and call me pretty...."

' ....if you wanna be a passenger, then climb aboard with me, we're leavin now....'

" despite all my rage, i am still just a rat in a cage...."

"Dont be confused by my apparent lack of ceremony, my mind is clear. "

how long does it take to find yourself, i mean truly find yourself.......can we go a whole lifetime without ever really being who we are, or feeling the soul that is deep down. Is that what is happening in this predisposed, materialistic rat race we are living in or is it because of this lifestyle that we now have choices............
fuck ....i dont know. I...
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a very standard saturday......spent half of it trying to convince myself that giving up smoking is a good thing, and the other half trying to convince myself that ex G/F is an 'ex' for very good reasons. ........definately two habbits that are hard to kick, smoking and the love of ex's





"........ my therapist said not to see you no more, she said your like...
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