mickyd

Am stuck smack bang in the middle of bullshit central....if only i could find an express to get me the fuck outta here.

"......read my forecast, its been pissing down for days and it sure looks like this rain is here to stay......." S.P.

Just had a great few days with the 8y/o son. It rocked. Did the usual hangin at the beach all day thing, x-box, train sets, dvd's. This weekends intro to music was the gunners , use your illusion 2, he loved it. Have been gettin him into modern aussie bands lately , thought it might be cool for a change to do some older non...
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how much does it suck when you are hanging on by the slightest thread of hope, totally relying on someone else to do something which they are supossed to do and have said that they will do ...and they dont do it, but promise that they will and then they dont do it again.....slowly watching all hope slip through your fingers is soul destroying.
i...
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so i bought a dave gray cd the other day, its heaps good.

easter was cool, totally laxed out , a few good nights in there went down well.

i totally need a haircut , i am sporting the ultimate boof head at the moment, think 'lego man' hair style, its gettin worse by the day

i need some more tattoos, you know that feeling...
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' ...so what if i said its over and out to you my friend
when painting the view, i'm standing beside but i'm all over you
if i run tonight would you promise to be there
would you say the words that comfort me, their all around i swear...'

The SJ

woke up last Sunday and felt the first chill in the air of Autumn,...
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not a lot goin down. Am thinkin about askin this girl out again, who totally dissed me last time i tried, but iam a sucker for punishment.
work is takin it , big time. but there's no point in complaining, only got myself top blame.
i have almost zero girl options at the mo and god its depressing, apart from my ex , who i...
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so gear is goin well.
got a new color on saturday, lost the peroxide mohawk thing and have gone blue black ....need to get a pic up for anyone who may give a shit to look
bumped into the ex ...again, yeah the one who appeard to be overjoyed when she ripped my fuckin heart out a few months ago. we spoke for about an...
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mixed emotions....i seen the ex girlfriend just before in the mall, she was cruising with her new boyfriend. What is with the feeling of anger/hatred/sadness/rejection/loss when you see an ex with a new partner ....maybe that just happens to loser boy me.........i did feel a little happy about the fact that they both looked miserable, is that cruel ??

so i have decided i want...
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"... you know you've got a lot of sad thoughts in your head
but it seemed a little out of character when you said
A life can't be for holding so tight until the end
It can't be healthy to be this damn comfortable my friend
So let me in ...."

Highs and lows for the day =
lets start with the low,
damn addictions...
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".....And now I'm occupied with anything to stay alive
Will you blame me when I'm gone
Given the company I'm certain of my specialty
Hanging on to you I never thought I'm killing someone...."

so whats with feeling like i am treading a tightrope of sanity.....it is just soooo hard to balance on ,sometimes it takes everything i have just to stay on it, but...
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"....i'm not responsible now, i've lost my way
seems i've forgotten somehow what i should say
and there's nothing we won't do
and its all because of you
i'm gunna take you apart and show you why
so tell me you can stay
i get so lonely without you
my feet won't leave the ground
can't stand to be away
i get so lonely without...
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"......Paint your face, i'll paint it red
i'll paint it six feet high
with letters sent directly from the sky
'cause i've come to say goodbye

i tried to find myself today
but i found my thoughts with you again
the measures that you take
it's not a subtle point you make

so send my regards, 'cause faces come and go
but they're never like...
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