Actual effort contemplating combined with uncovering truths denied, discerned, learned and those prior purged. More easily, effect thoughts, influence belief -- apprehensive the sluggish arrival of possible a silver lining to this cloud. Editing text spotlights veiled thoughts of misfortune, melancholy, melodrama all hail the drama queen snowballing frustrations felt initially sparking writing praying, anticipating a sorely needed -- rebirth. 
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